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Barbara Brown March 1, 1947 - September 22, 1986
Margaret Rado January 9, 1925 - September 22, 2004
*RIP <3*
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| I really miss your hair in my face, and the way your innocence tastes... |
[18 Sep 2006|07:06pm] |
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Well, I'm just waiting for something bad to happen. This is always my one week from hell every year. Two years ago Gug and my cat Socks died. Last year my mom caught my dad cheating on her. This year, who knows? I can only imagine. Hopefully my luck has changed and it will be a really good week (especially since today is Nicole's 21 birthday!!!), but being as pessimistic as I am, I doubt that'll happen. I need to do some serious studying, blah...
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I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
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[10 Jul 2006|01:15pm] |
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Well since my summer classes are finally over, I can actually do stuff with people. If anyone ever wants to hang out (I'm usually pretty bored after 5PM on the weekdays), please let me know. You can get in contact with me via e-mail (8-5 on the weekdays) kccm@iup.edu, or my cell phone 412-601-0219 (anytime). I finally hope to be able to catch up with some people I haven't seen in a long time. Hopefully everyone's summer is going well. Take care!
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I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
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| It seems like such fun until you lose what you have won... |
[05 May 2006|05:28pm] |
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They found more cancer in my Pap, and it's too far along to do surgery.
The doctor's decided to try this pill he takes for 14 days that is an anticancerous drug (similar to the results of chemotherapy minus the hair loss and sickness and such).
Please keep him in your prayers.
On another note, my GPA is not going to be as good as I wanted it to be this semester.
I have three more finals.
Then I'm moving home for the summer on Wednesday (oh fun).
(although I'll still be busy as hell with classes from May 15 - July 7, and work all the time)
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I think I'm falling into some sort of depression again
School and work are extreme stressors
Plus the fact that my Pap just went through major surgery on his colon
and now they found cancer in his lungs
It really brings me down
Now-a-days I don't ever want to anything with anyone
THIS SUCKS!
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[04 Mar 2006|09:28pm] |
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Start to breathe and fake a smile
It's all the same after a while
I know, that you are tired
Carrying the ones you lost
A picture frame with all the thoughts
I know, you hold inside
I hope that you can find your way back
To the place where you belong
When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through
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They found a mass in my Pap's colon last week.
He is getting surgery on March 14.
Chrystom, Bill, Beckie and I are going out that following weekend.
Spring break is coming up soon.
I'm constantly bombarded with homework/studying, but I am praying for a good GPA this semester.
There's nothing more to say.
Oh, except that I don't ever think I mentioned the wedding scheduled for October.
Yes, my brother is FINALLY getting married, October 28.
I am so excited.
It's the first wedding I've ever been completely involved with everything.
Well, I've got to be off to do more homework
And hopefully go to bed early.
Goodnight everyone!
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[30 Jan 2006|09:38pm] |
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Chrystom and I went to the Lifehouse concert this past weekend in Cleveland.
It was fucking awesome.
They played all of our favorite songs
AND we were in the FIRST ROW!!!
Plus visiting with the fam is always great too!
That's all I really have to say,
I've got to get back to studying.
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[17 Jan 2006|06:25pm] |
Ultimate survey of 2005. past, present, future, and everything random!
Basics
Time:: 6:26 PM
Name:: Brittany
Nickname(s):: just Britt and Nutsey
Favorite nickname:: anything
Age:: 19
Age you act:: I think I act 19
Age you wish you could be:: 21 (not just for the alcohol)
Height:: 5'4
Weight:: 100ish
Shoe size:: 6.5-7.5
Siblings:: 2 biological brothers - Bill and Bob, 2 step-brothers - Matt and Michael
Pets:: 2 cats - Sami and Mocha
Living situation:: 610 Wallace with Kelly
Location:: Indiana, PA
Childhood past and General past
Favorite toy:: Barbies, Dolls, Trolls, Polly Pocket, everything
How did you dress?: Gug dressed me well
Preschool:: something at the Presbyterian church in HC
What age did you stop using the bottle?: um I don't know 1-2
Did you prefer playing indoors or outdoors?: I loved both
Did you have an immaginary friends?: no
First pet:: my cat Muffy who got eaten by Pap's car =[ =[
What did you want to be when you grew up?: nurse - vet - flight attendent - elementary teacher - business teacher
Do you still want to be that?: I want to be a business teacher, yes
Did you always have your own room?: yes
Did you ever ask a fat lady how long she'd been pregnant for?: no
What age did you learn to read and write?: Kindergarten - First grade
Were you quiet or noisy?: both, quiet when alone, noisy when with friends
What was your favorite story book?: If You Give A Mouse A Cookie
Second favorite?: TOO MANY
Third favorite?: " "
Sum yourself up as a kid.: I had a fun childhood for the most part - lots of friends, lots of playing, lots of exploring and learning - I wouldn't ever want to change it
Who was your first best friend?: Megan
How old were you when you had your first birthday party?: ummm, 3ish or so, I think
Where was it?: probably my house
What was your earliest bedtime?: 7 or 8 I think
When did you learn to ride a bike?: 7 or 8, I know it was in second grade
Were you immaginative?: at times
Did you play with gender appropriate toys?: most of the time
Did you play with age appropriate toys?: I guess so
What was your favorite stuffed animal?: my bunny that I caught on fire =[
How many barbies did you have?: literally hundreds - still have 'em
Did you have carebears?: YES!
Ninja turtles?: YES!
That creepy bear that reads books?: yep
Did you like to climb trees?: not really, but I LOVED going in the woods
Throw tantrums?: yep
Was it hard to sleep, or did you sleep like a baby?: I slept fine
Did you go to the zoo?: not until junior highish... I was sick the day we went on the field trip in first grade and Gug wouldn't let me go to school =[
Did you scream a lot?: not really, unless I didn't get what I wanted
Did you ever go to an amusement park?: yep, and got lost in Geuga Lake once
When and where was your first kiss?: I was 13, in the woods, that's all that needs to be said
Kissed someone of the opposite sex?: yes
Kissed someone of the same sex?: a few times
how many total goldfish have you collectively owned?: A TON
As a kid, what was the best thing ever?: EVERYTHING
The worst?: the evil step-mother
What was the best year of your life?: I honestly don't know
Generally, in the past, have you ever:
Ran away from home?: no
Snuck out?: nope
Wished on a star?: yes
Danced in the rain?: no
Been to an unsupervised party?: yeah
Been drunk?: yes
Smoked?: back when I thought it was "cool"
Been beaten up?: no, just from Bill
Been depressed?: uh huh
Been lonely?: yes
Been afraid of the dark?: yes, sometimes I still am
Cut your own hair?: yes, twice and I'll never forget either time
Stayed up all night?: yes
Gone streaking?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: yes
Played strip poker?: nope
Been on a roof?: yep
Been in a trash can?: I think so
Egged somebodies house?: no
Teepeed someones house?: no
Cheated on a guy / girl?: nope
Cheated on a test?: yes
Set something on fire on purpose?: I guess
Set something on fire accidentally?: yes, my poor bunny (and Gug's dresser)
Eaten squid?: NO
Eaten sushi?: NO
Had a cell phone?: yes
Had a computer?: yep
Had an ipod / mp2 player?: yes
Broken a light bulb?: uh huh
Cruised the streets past 3 AM?: yes
Did a prank call?: I have
Gone to school with a hangover?: no
Been in love?: yep
Sworn at your parents?: yes
Regretted something you did?: uh huh
Regretted something you should have done but never did?: kind of
Lied to your parents?: yep
Lied to your friends?: yeah
Currently:
Are you a lucky person?: sometimes
Are you a happy person?: most of the time
Are you a virgin?: nope
What are you wearing?: jeans and a pink and red sweater
What did you have for breakfast?: crackers
What kind of socks do you wear?: usually white
What are your most comfortable shoes?: my boots and flip flops
Are you doing well in school?: I'm going to try my ass off this semester
Do you have a lot of friends?: no, but I'm content
Are you happy with them?: yes
Past of 2005:
Did 2005 treat you well?: I guess so
Did it go by fast, slow, or at just the right pace?: I guess the right pace
Approximately how many parties did you go to?: a few here and there
What was your biggest acheivement this year?: nothing actually =/
Did you change over 2005?: kind of
Did your hairstyle change?: no
How much taller did you get from last year?: none
Did you make new friends?: kind of
Did you lose any old friends?: yes
Did you try new things?: I guess you could say that
Go places you've never been?: yes
Do things you've never done?: kind of
Things you never thought you would do?: I did a few things
Have fun?: yes
What do you miss most about 2005?: nothing really
If you could choose one thing to completely undo, what would it be?: spending so much money
If you could choose one thing to redo (fix) what would it be?: spending almost all of my savings on I don't even know what
If you could choose one thing to relive, what would it be?: nothing
Did 2005 have a big impact on your life?: no
Do you think 2006 will be better?: maybe, Bill is getting married so it should be good =]
Was 2005 special?: no
Was it the best year for you?: no
Future, mainly 2006
Have you made a resolution?: no
What's one thing you will do differently in 2006?: study more!!!
What are your goals?: make the dean's list
Do you feel fullfilled?: on certain days
Are you going to learn something new from 2006?: probably
What's one place you want to go?: the beach!!!!!
What's the main thing you want out of 2006?: happiness and good grades
Back to this past year, have you been..
Naughty or Nice?: both
Happy or Sad?: happy
Dull or Interesting?: mediocre
Boring or Fun?: both
Crazy or Normal?: both
Wild or Calm?: mostly calm, but there were a few nights
Mean or Kind?: kind
Caring?: yes
Carefree?: at times
Careless?: a little too much
Careful?: not really
Loud or Silent?: both
Smart or Stupid?: stupid and smart
Last but not least..
Nine things you won't be able to live without. Go.
1.: God and Faith
2.: Chrystom
3.: Certain family members
4.: MEMORIES
5.: HANSON (and music in general)
6.: Sami
7.: sleep
8.: friends
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Well I'd love to update you all on my life during break, but nothing extremely exciting has happened. Most of break was spent sleeping, working, or studying for the PRAXIS (which I think I may have failed). I hope everyone had a joyous Christmas and happy New Year. I miss having the internet, and once I do have full access to it again (besides at the computer lab at the library during my lunch break), I will be bombarded with school work due to the fact I will be studying EVERY NIGHT of the week to shoot for that 4.0 =/ But now I must be off to do some things then back to work. Have a good day! =]
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| Attention Everyone!!! |
[12 Dec 2005|01:19pm] |
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Starting Friday December 16 through Sunday Janurary 15, I will not have access to the internet due to the fact that I have to move home during that time period. If you need to get ahold of me your best bet is my cell phone, if you don't know the number ask. Or you can e-mail me (at my IUP account), which I will have access to while at work during the weekdays. I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas and New Year!!! =]
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( survey... )
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Put an X by every movie you've seen, if your "grand total" is greater than 70 then you're a "Movie Whore!"
(X)Pirates of the Caribbean
(X)The Mexican
( )Fight Club
( )Starsky and Hutch
( )Neverending Story
( )Blazing Saddles
(X)Garden State
(X)The Princess Bride
( )Young Frankenstien
(X)Anchorman
( )Napoleon Dynamite
( )Saw
(X)White noise
( )White Oleander
(X)Anger Management
total here : 7
( )50 First Dates
( )Jason
(X)Scream
(X)Scream 2
(X)Scream 3
(X)Scary Movie
(X)Scary Movie 2
(X)Scary Movie 3
(X)American Pie
(X)American Pie 2
(X)American Wedding
(X)Harry Potter
(X)Harry Potter 2
(X)Harry Potter 3
( )Resident Evil I
( )Resident Evil 2
( )The Wedding Singer
( )Little Black Book
total here : 12
(X)The Village
( )Donnie Darko
( )Lilo & Stitch
(X)Finding Nemo
( )Finding Neverland
(X)13 Ghosts
(X)Signs
(X)The Grinch
(X)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( )White Chicks
(X)Butterfly Effect
(X)Thirteen going on 30
(X)I,Robot
(X)Dodgeball
( )Universal Soldier
(X)A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( )Along Came A Spider
( )Deep impact
total here: 11
(X)KingPin
( )Never Been Kissed
(X)Meet The Parents
(X)Meet the Fockers
( )Eight Crazy Nights
(X)A Cinderella Story
(X)The Terminal
(X)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(X)Passport to Paris
(X)Dumb & Dumber
(X)Dumb & Dumberer
( )Final Destination
( )Final Destination 2
( )Halloween
(X)The Ring
( )The Ring 2
( )Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
( )Practical Magic
( )Chicago
( )Ghost Ship
( )From Hell
( )Hellboy
( )Secret Window
( )I Am Sam
( )The Whole Nine Yards
( )The Whole Ten Yards
(X)The Day After Tomorrow
( )Child's Play
(X)Bride of Chucky
(X)Ten Things I Hate About You
(X)Just Married
(X)Gothika
(X)Nightmare on Elm Street
(X)Sixteen Candles
( )Bad boys
( )Bad Boys 2
(X)Joy Ride
(X)Seven
( )Oceans Eleven
( )Oceans Twelve
( )Identity
total here : 19
( )Lone Star
( )Predator I
( )Predator II
( )Independence Day
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
( )Darkness Falls
( )Christine
( )ET
( )Children of the Corn
( )My boss' daughter
(X)Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
(X)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(X)She's All That
(X)Calendar Girls
( )Sideways
( )Mars Attacks
total here : 4
( )Event Horizon
( )Ever after
(X)Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
( )X-men 1
( )X-men 2
( )Catch Me If You Can
(X)The Others
(X)Freaky Friday
( )Ring of Fire
( )The Hot Chick
( )Swimfan
( )Miracle
(X)Old School
( )Ray
(X)The Notebook
( )K-Pax
total here : 5
(X)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(X)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(X)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(X)A Walk to remember
( )Boogeyman
(X)Hitch
( )The Fifth Element
( )Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
( )Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
( )Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
( )Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
( )Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
( )Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi...
( )Troop Beverly Hills
( )Swimming with Sharks
( )Air Force One
(X)For Richer or Poorer
( )People Under the Stairs
( )Blue Velvet
( )Sound of Music
(X)Parent Trap
( )The Burbs
( )The Terminator
( )Empire Records
( )Meet Joe Black
( )The Order
(X)Spiderman
(X)Spiderman 2
( )Amelie
total here: 9
(X)Mean Girls
(X)Shrek
(X)Shrek 2
( )The Incredibles
( )Collateral
( )The Fast & The Furious
( )2 Fast 2 Furious
( )Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
( )Closer
total here: 3
(X)Titanic
( )Saved
(X)Bowling For Columbine
( )Farenheit 9/11
( )The Sixth Sense
(X)Artificial Intelligence (AI)
( )Love Actually
( )Shutter
( )Ella Enchanted
(X)Princess Diaries 1
( )Princess Diaries 2
(X)Constantine
( )Million Dollar Baby
( )Envy
( )Eurotrip
( )Malibu's Most Wanted
(X)Big Daddy
( )Black Sheep
(X)The Breakfast Club
( )West Side Story
total here : 7
(X)A Christmas Story
(X)Spanglish
( )Pulp Fiction
( )Sleepover
( )The Evil Dead
( )Killer Klowns From Outer Space
( )The Seed of Chucky
( )Vanilla Sky
(X)Nightmare Before Christmas
( )Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
( )Interview With The Vampire
( )The Crow
( )Purple Rain
(X)Wayne's World
total here : 4
(X)Wayne's World 2
( )21 Grams
( )Blow
(X)Edward Scissorhands
( )Clerks
(X)Beauty and the Beast
(X)Guess Who
(X)Monster In-Law
( )Elf
(X)Stuart Little
(X)Stuart Little 2
( )Chasing Amy
( )Dogma
( )Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
total here : 7
(X)Beetlejuice
(X)The Last Samurai
( )The Amityville Horror (old or new)
( )The Aviator
(X)Romeo and Juliet
( )Barbershop
( )Barbershop 2
(X)Legally Blonde
(X)Legally Blonde 2
( )The Forgotten
(X)Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
(X)The Grudge
total here: 7
Now put "grand total" and your amount in your subject
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( I'm still alive... )
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